Saturday, August 22, 2009

The Strangest Thing

Well, so far the medication is making me LOSE weight..lol Probably not what the reader's of this blog were hoping for. I'm almost disappointed myself. I constantly waver between wanting to gain and wanting to lose, as if I were two different people depending on the time of day.

But, I must say, I'm getting horrible restlessness with this med.. soooo.. I may be switching to a different one. This med typically has the opposite reaction on most people so I dunno what's up with that. Weird body i have i guess.

Have a great day everyone!

Also, weight update.. 158! I guess I lost 2 lbs and it has to be the meds cuz I'm not trying. I like the fact that I'm losing though, if not for anything more than a sense of control over my weight.. sooo much easier to gain than to lose if that's what i want to do!

33 comments:

lovinitbig said...

i totally understand where you are coming from about there being two parts of you. Im a Gemini so I am chalking up my internal battle to my sign :) Its definitely a struggle to lose any kind of weight because it is so easy to just eat a little to much when you want to gain.

Good luck getting your meds right and good for you for continuing to push until you find something that works right for you regardless of what the doc says because after all you know how you are feeling better then he or she does.

Silent Captain said...

Yes, I am the same weigh. There is a skinny me struggling to get out, and a perfectly happy fatter me just eating more. At first I was scared about being as big as I am, but after holding that weight for the past year, I'm over my fear. It makes losing even more difficult. I've even considered anti-psychotics as a means of gaining! As for 2 pounds loss, that could be simply a matter of water retention or lack there of rather. Good luck and regardless, of what happens to you I'll be coming back for more.

YumYumGirl said...

Thanks for sharing. =)

I can definately understand accepting new weight as a horrible deterrent to losing it! It practically takes a passion and dedication to lose weight. If you don't have that drive anymore, how do you accomplish that?

Unknown said...

First off, it's wonderful to hear from you again. You're always so brigh and enthusiastic that it's a pleasure. Thanks for returning.

I spent a lot of time looking after a brother who is incapable of providing basic care for himself when off medication. From what I understand, you thankfully aren't nearly that bad, but some small parallels may be drawn, and perhaps some ideas gained. Trust your doctor as much as possible, but also be aware of all your options. Keep ahead and do a little research. Sometimes pharmacists are very good sources for all of this. Finally, nothing can be better for anybody in any life than loving supporting relationships. Again, trust and hope. Always be optimistic, although none of those are easy. It's funny, because it sounds like a list of platitudes, but they are so important.

Not least, you really are a very pretty girl. Keep yourself happy and healthy, and love who you are. Keep that in mind. I think it'd be hard for you to look anything less than stellar! (But as a little personal note, you look awful cute to me with a few extra curves! But my opinion doesn't matter because it's your life!)

Alex Goldberger said...

You still alive, YYG?

stacy said...

Have you really not updated in seven months? I'm wondering what's become of you...

No, I don't think we've ever met.

The Maije said...

where have you gone, I was loving your story and now.... its just stopped???

You are an inspiration for me, reading your words sounded so familier to what I thought,it was like I was reading my own mind....

So where are you, I know I have only discovered your blog today but I already miss you :(.

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